Thursday, July 28, 2011

#47 Christian hipsters

What's up? Too concerned with being cool, not so concerned with being dicks. Always have to know the latest fad, always have to follow it. Nothing original, nothing new. Just the same paper thin opinions that is motivated by extreme low self esteem. Lots of information, no action. Lots of talk, no action. Always cliquey, always shallow. Always about intellect, not love. The world shows more love, understanding and support. You try so hard not to be a cliche Christian but you end up being just like everyone else. I'm not interested. Never was and never will be. It's not what the Father's about. Wake up. Grow up.

Sunday, July 3, 2011

#46 Ghosts

Regret is an awful thing. I can't stand the feeling. I have several regrets so far, but you just have to move on. Otherwise they can be paralysing.

It is the anniversary of one of my regrets. It's only just hit me a couple of days ago and I've been thinking about it ever since. Ten years ago... around this time of year... I can't believe it's been ten years. I really can't. I would do anything to go back and fix what I did. To change my behaviour, to take back my actions and the stupid things I said. These last few days I have felt melancholic, still mourning after all these years...

Surely I'm not the only one who has felt like this. Tell me there are others out there...